There might be one person reading this that's just like me that has severe trust issues has mild anxiety over thinks just about everything feels like everything you do is pointless, gotta try harder just to get the same result as the guy next to you, depression hits 3 times harder whenever your alone, comes from nothing no money no house no mom no dad no nothing has shit grades if you go through all these every fucking day and haven't given up yet your a fucking beast I mean that shit dead ass I swear to you keep fucking going bc all this pain your going through now and I mean rn is going to add up and will bless you later 2 folds the pain your going through now it can happen in ur 20s 30s 40s or fucking 50s its gonna be worth it the end just gotta have faith ??